还是我的母语比较好形容我的情感及心情
最近也比较想使用华语
那天我玩了个心理测验 天 太准了
题目是"别人讨厌我什么缺点"
结论是讨厌我的精明 *太棒了 啊哈哈 所以很容易因为我处理事情的态度而招惹旁人的讨厌
再来就是我不是不喜欢和人群一起活动,而是很喜欢在一旁细心观察
*例如态度,习惯,表情,言语等
最近想要做个认真聆听领导者的聆听者 这样能尊重领导者的能力
所以一路来我都做到了 成功的聆听者
是世界的周围变了 不是我
因为变的都是你们 你们变得有点不像以前的你了 这只是我的直觉而已 别见怪哦
只是认为 以前的你 明明说了你觉得那样不是你喜欢的 但日子过了不旧
你却做着那件你以前不喜欢的事情 而且还是很离谱的
就好像你说了几千遍我不愿意 但到头来你还是愿意 这又何苦呢?
为什么会这样呢?还是我们认为太失望了?我说到哪了 真是的
结论是 我不明白是什么样的人事物使到你们在某些性格上会变了个人?
沉默寡言不是形容我的性格 而是形容我时而冷酷的外表
不是我故意装出来 二是在想些现实的事物
我只是怀着一个少女的祈祷的心来希望我身边的人事物不会改变
因为我接受不了那么突然的事实 我会难过
不是我害怕孤独 是害怕没人与我同乐 这样会令我失去表达情感的意思了
什么样的环境下 才会使我更常微笑呢?但我尽量都是保持着不勉强的笑容面对大家
而不是迎面而来的压力 要我去负担那种大的责任
我害怕连我最好的朋友有一天也会突然变了个人 那样我会很失望
不是我没有变 而是我的思想变了 这么简单
听听我想说什么 重新再认识我 生活想怎么样过
别人说了我什么 他们的话 总让人脆弱 胡言乱语中我慢慢挣脱
为什么盲目地寻找寄托 只是因为害怕寂寞
*我想
一个人走一个人笑一个人哭一个人喊一个人逃离那束缚
会把自己看得更清楚
不害怕孤独
我想
一个人走一个人笑一个人哭一个人喊一个人跟自己相处
放慢脚步
抛开了感触
不要安抚 也不在乎
这首贾立怡的"听听"像是形容我现在的心情
但不至于那么夸张的一个人 我不会是那样的我
这就是我
2009年6月22日星期一
听听
2009年6月21日星期日
不舒服
哎 心血来潮祥和爸妈出门兜兜风
但因为那些而不舒服 我也没心情吃午饭了
天 我还穿裙子没安全裤的搭配呢 真是的
创下19世纪以来最流行的服装搭配了
请你原谅我在这里胡说八道
爸爸载我回家后 我们又一起去看新屋子 两三年后就搬了
真舍不得我这里的朋友,邻居,感情,街道等
哎 以后我搬了那么不靠近你们的地方 你们要约我去哪可能就比较难了
但是我的心永远在你们那里的拉 *乖乖 啊哈哈
ermm...那里的屋子不便宜哟 但会比较大
到时搬进去后 我一定要任当室内设计室 我的乐趣嘛
现在就来幻想一下以后客厅和我的房间 甚至每个角落 要怎么样才好看
对 双子座也喜欢幻想 不过这个幻想会实现的
2009年6月12日星期五
Thank you all ;)
thank you all my friends regarding to me
*quite touch and happy for those
the hello kitty are sooo cute ;)
i love it
thanks for my friends appreciated time to with me ;)
i wanna say THANK YOU ALL as deep
*lalalala
2009年6月9日星期二
TM internet
telecom malaysia not too good ;(
slow to internet recently
slow to turn page
slow to google
slow to play games
slow to visits website
slow down !!! what amazing ??
i did my homework yesterday,and i need to used google search
but cannot open any website?how come over this ?
rubbish internet
p1 internet was better than this one
无名真的有点烂使用。
2009年6月7日星期日
my gift
KUALA LUMPUR, 12 June 2009 - The Persatuan Chopin Malaysia will be organising the 1strd Floor, Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre on Friday 12 June 2009. The main aim of staging this concert is to provide a platform for talented young pianists, piano teachers and reputed piano professors mainly from Malaysia and Korea as well as from other Asian countries to come together to share their experiences and showcase their talent and virtuosity in music. This concert will be divided into 2 sessions: the Junior Concert (6:00 pm – 7:00 pm); and the Gala Concert (8:15 pm- 10:30 pm). ASIAN Grand Piano Concert at the Plenary Hall, 3
This Concert is initiated by the Persatuan Chopin Malaysia and the Korean Piano Society to promote cultural and musical exchanges between Malaysia and Korea. This is in line with the mission of the Persatuan Chopin Malaysia to encourage intercultural and international exchanges through music-related activities and to promote excellence in classical music education and appreciation.
The 1st ASIAN Grand Piano Concert – Kuala Lumpur has attracted 32 participants (28 professors and 4 children) from Korea and about 100 participants from Malaysia. Pianists will be playing a repertoire of classical compositions on four 9-foot high grand pianos simultaneously throughout the concert. This is the first time ever that a piano concert on such a grand scale is being organised in Malaysia.
2009年6月6日星期六
Shuck `
hoow my holiday become boring ;'(
i stay in home almost one week ! CRAZY man !
all my friends going to travel with their family
and me..sleep at home
i will into the CRAZY CENTER as soon as possible
you can visits me their hahaa
right,i stay at home doing...
actually are internet and TV ;(
ermm..a heap of school homework waiting me to do it ! SHIT
but i always lazy to touch them..hehe
sooo sorry to my homework
i will did you later haha
YES,my birthday have 5 days more
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,GAL
my piano stop a week.. cause now is holiday
ermm..not too good to me
just teacher said me my skills was good than *him* last time
of course i am too happy but i am humble ;) you should believe me
after that my brother help me to print a lot of manuscript
*thanks a lot ! ♥
hey you,why all the man always don't keep his promise ?
they always said:oh,i don't understand why the little boy and the little gal like to in love with their lover?i should put a lot of effort in my homework
BUT!!no longer time he was in love with *she*
what?why?than?reason?
STUPID man
always can't control their desires
and you too,
you said i want to wrapped up in every exam,so i cannot find you anymore
okay,i promise you i will not disturb you to study
BUT!!also no longer time you said you had a girlfriend
i know she is very-the-tall and she is your beloved
stupid guy do you know what you had been promise ?
i was very angry all the man
tough you're innocent or what
i can't trust what romantic love and man anymore
pity Rhuis ,always alone
i just know i must cool down now
what guy i liked?
-like to study
-like to sport
-like to play on piano and listen to me
-mature thinking
-not a playboy!